rahhhhhhhhhh.
just wanna rant my crap out.
but i know thats not gonna work.
thats not gonna salvage anything at all.
obviously i've gotta do something.
but its so annoying how i dont have the ability to.
so outta my reach.
honestly to me it seems impossible.
too impatient for my own good.


just like what someone said to me before.
dont concentrate on the problem but focus on the solution.
because he said i always have the solutions.
but i never ever carry them out.
its easier said than done.
for someone who prefers to drown.


i can dart all the causes down one by one.
but whether i choose to harp on or eradicate them is entirely up to my stubborn state of mind.
we're all defective one way or another.
created with a hitch somewhere.
no doubt about it.
though that fact is such a downer.
to know the word "flawless" doesnt exist in the human dictionary.


until you come and sit a while with me
you raise me up
to more than i can be.

perfection at 12:06 AM